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Seeing You

Today standing in my balcony
I saw you
You were the same
Same as I had seen you before
Same as I had seen you long ago
Your black eyes revealing so much
Your  black eyes hiding so much
Your swollen red eyes behind that shades
Your finely made hairs
Your face so white
Your clothes so dark in colour
Telling the untold you
Your fake smile
Trying to hide your shattered life
You have been such a wonderful person
What happened was not your mistake
What you did was nothing
What you heard was just a rumour
What you saw was just a part of story
What you wanted to say
You said
What you felt
You told
What you thought
You did
What you were dreaming for
You dreamt
Where you wanted to go
You went
When you wanted to go
You went
When everything was going easy
You made it good
When everything was going difficult
You made it better
I wonder
What happened
Why it happened
I wonder
Was I being selfish
Was I being rude
I wonder
Why I created misunderstandings
Why I didn't valued you
Your love which was so pure
Your love which was so eternal
Your care
Your support
Your strength to endure me
Your perfect love for me
Your life so messed up because of me
I think

But now everything is changed
From better
It has become worst
So worst that it is unchangeable
We can be friends
But not ....................

I don't have the guts to tell you everything
I don't have the strength to tell you about it
I don't have the ability to tell you the worst
I don't have the patience to tell you

I am happy to be worst
I am happy to be bad
But not breaking you in pieces
But not breaking you forever and ever.

I request you not to make your life horrible
I request you to enjoy your life
I request you to be a person which you are
I request you to go and live your life.

Seeing you
I have learnt to value myself
Seeing you
I have started enjoying life
Seeing you
I have done great things
Seeing you
I have become a human being.

Seeing you
I know what is to be cared
Seeing you
I know what it is to be loved
Seeing you
I know what it is to be in life
Seeing you
I know​ why I am here and you there

Seeing you I know
I have lost a treasure
Seeing you I know
I have lost a diamond
Seeing you I know
I have lost a true blessing
Seeing you I know
I have lost you forever and ever.

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With and Without you.

Life seems apart without you
You were the reason for my smile
You were the reason for my joy
You were the reason for my happiness
You were the reason for my life

I see your messages hundred times
I re read your messages thousand times
I  see the pictures clicked with you million times
I see the emails from you for the billionth time

I remember how we used to talk daily
Without getting bored
Without running off topics
How nights turned to mornings
Talking to you
How stars turned to sunrise
Chatting with you

I don't hear from you anymore
I don't see you anymore
I don't meet you often
I don't converse with you

Yet you are always in my mind
Yet you are always in my heart
Yet you are always in my memories
Yet you are always in my dreams

You were so near to me
Yet so far
You were lost in your world
Yet so in my mind

At times I ponder was I so bad
What went wrong
What blunders I created
What wrong I did

Being my self was my mistake
Being so much into you was my mistake

The Witty White.

The night is falling in
Stars shinning so bright Moonlight reaching out to me Wind blowing like a sweet melody
I see you Through my window I see you covered in white  All white
I see your carriage White in colour Decorated with white flowers and
With white ribbons.

I know you are waiting for me So am I I also long for you I also wait for you passionately
I see no reason to be there I have lost everything The things which were treasure for me The time which I had
I have lost everyone My family  My friends Whom I thought  As my best friends As my true friends
I have lost all the hopes I have lost all the passion I have lost all the happiness I have lost all the push
I have become heartless I have become emotionless I have become painless I have become soulless
When I had feelings They told me to grow up When I was happy always They told me to grow up
When I had heart  They told me to be serious When I had emotional life They told me to be serious
When I found hopes to live They told me…

Someday Somewhere

On my way to office
I see him everyday
At the same place
In the same clothes

Wearing bright white  t-shirt and
A Black Pants
With slogan
Work Hard

I see him always
Sitting under a shady tree
With him boundless packed
Selling books and magazines

I try to interact with him
Everytime I try
I am unable to interact
With him as he is busy with his other customers

Seeing him
So busy
I change my mind and
Move on to my way

Thinking about him
So deeply
I am not able to concentrate on my work
In my office

Making up my mind of
Meeting him and interacting with him
On my way back
I quickly leave my office

Sadly he is not there
I see him everywhere
Yet can't find him
Searching him for five minutes

I ask other people
Adjacent to his place
People or may be his friends
About him leaving his place quite early

Sadly I walk
To my bus stop
Waiting for my bus
I think of him

I see him everywhere
I see him following me
I see him standing next to me
In my daydreaming

Getting in my bus
I don't take win…