Sunday, 26 March 2017

Lost And Found

Yesterday she  lost her 
Her pearl like a crystal 

A day which was full of twigs
Yet was branchless

Yesterday she had lost the air
The pigeons 

She had lost everything 
Wakeful she saved her

In her drowsed 
She lost her gaiety

She lightly lost her chords
Like a beam of a pearl

Swaying like leaves
She got her back.

Softly she beared her along
Like a chord.

Promising her not to make her so deep
Because of her

With Twilight and dusk falling in
She found her again humanly.

With firm resolution and dedication 
She got her back calmly

In dealing with her differences immaturely
She got another reason to value her Pearl.




The Mirror

In a dark and a silent night
I hear your footsteps 
Footsteps so clearly 
Seeing you barely 
I can't see you 
But I can very much hear you
I can hear you 
Your footsteps 
I can smell you 
Which is so fresh 
Which is so flowery
But I can't see you
I can make out 
That it's you
But I can't see you
I want to see you 
But I can't 
I know it's you
With ease 
You can see me 
Crystal clear
As Ice 
But I can't 
You can watch me 
But I can't 
I try to see you
These man made walls 
These man made doors 
These man made windows of closed world
Don't allow me to 
Yet I try to see you
To see your innocence 
To see your patience 
To see your purity 
To see your mind
Through a huge mirror 
From ceiling to earth
I see you 
I see your face which is as it was 
I see your eyes so tiny 
I see your hairs trimmed 
I see your smile 
I hear your unsaid words 
I hear your unexplained things
I hear your lovely words
I hear your voice.
I see you 
I hear you.

Friday, 24 March 2017

The Moonwalk


Everyday at night
I walk in the lonely silent night
In search of you 
I don't see you
I don't hear you 
I just feel you by my side
I visit the nook and corners 
Where we chit chatted
Where we have shared our joys
Where we have shared our sorrows
Where we have made memories to cherish
Where we have made a new world
It is the place 
Where we used to sit daily
Rejoicing our childhood days
Planning our future 
Without any clue
But with glee
It was the place 
It was the time 
When moon used to give us his light
When stars used to shine 
When bats used to fly 
When we used to be happy
Now everything is at its place
Except you
The nights are just nights
The moon is just moon
The stars are just stars
The world is just a world.

Sunday, 19 March 2017

An Ode To Sun

O sun dont be sad
I know you get sad
when people hate you in summers
but love you in winters

O sun dont feel bad
I know people workship you in the morning
but the same people hate you
in summer afternoons

O sun dont be so harsh
I know you get harsh
when people neglect your
Mother Nature

O sun dont be so bright like fire
I know you get sad
when people harm your
Mother Nature

O sun dont be so red
I know you get red
when you get anger
because of people's careless attitude.

O sun don't get disheartened
These people are like this only
They are selfish
They will praise you
They will curse you
As per their need and situation

They workship you on Sundays
The same people will curse you the very next day
They will offer you the holy water in morning
Will curse you in very afternoon

They will be happy to see you in winters
But will be complaining about you in
Summer afternoon

They have made imaginary lines.


Friday, 17 March 2017

Being A Girl

Being a girl I was deprived of all my rights
from the day I was born
Being a girl I was made secluded from this world in which GOD sent me
Being a girl I was left alone in this world
Being a girl I was neglected by my own family 
some left me on road
some left me in train
some left me in bus
some left me in rain
some left me near Temple stairs
some left me in Church
some left me at departmental store 
some left me in despair
Being a girl I was unnoticed by my family
Being a girl I was told to sacrifice in life 
Being a girl I was told to sacrifice my chocolates toys tv remote for my brother
Being a girl I was made a person who never got respect in this world
Being a girl I was made a statue of mud by this society
Being a girl I was not allowed to go outside after 7
Being a girl I was not allowed to enjoy my life 
Being a girl I was not allowed to live my life 
Being a girl I was not allowed to take decisions about myself
Being a girl I was not allowed to be literate
Being a girl I was not allowed to get the most powerful weapon education
Being a girl I was never sent to school
Being a girl I was told to be serious
Being a girl I was not allowed to take part in family discussions and decisions
Being a girl I was told to speak less
Being a girl I was not allowed to express my ideas and thoughts
Being a girl I was not allowed to go out with my friends
Being a girl I was not allowed to take my decision for my future life
Being a girl I was not allowed to go to college
Being a girl I was never given equalty
Being a girl I was not allowed to wear dresses of my choice
Being a girl I was put in a relation of child marriage of which i knew nothing
Being a girl I was treated like an animal
Being a girl I was made to do all household chores from dawn to dusk
Being a girl I was made a source of humilation
Being a girl I was forced to realize the fact that i was never wanted in this world
Being a girl I was made to accept the fact that this is a world of male dominating
Being a girl I was only used and thrown like a tissue paper
Being a girl I was used by my own children whom i gave them birth and devoted my whole life in serving them
when they were small I did everything for them from pin to plane
but when I was in my ripe age not fit to serve them
they left me
Being a girl I was used by all as toy 
and was thrown after use as i was just a wrapper of toffee for them
Being a girl I was always dumped by people whom i trusted
Being a girl I was always used for their pleasure 
Being a girl I was told to not to wear short clothes 
instead of teaching boys to respect a girl her feelings her unconditional love and service
Being a girl I was deprived of a good sleep
I was made to wake up early in the morning 
and the last one to go on bed
Being a girl Iwas always taught to adjust
Being a girl I was always taught to be shy
Being a girl I was made a puppet for others
Being a girl I was not allowed to see any dream
Being a girl I was always made to have sympathy and empathy for others
Being a girl I was always taught to obey elders
Being a girl I was told to keep my head down infront of others
Being a girl I was never made a part of this world in which GOD sent me
Being a girl I was taught to give your life for others that is the religion
Being a girl I was told that i can never have permanent house for myself 
Being a girl I was taught that a girl had four births in er life
first of a daughter 
second of a wife
third of a mother 
fourth of a mother in law 
in every birth I was told to give myself totally for the life of others
Being a girl my hardwork was never on surface i was told to do household
Being a girl I only got 
disappointment
neglection
despair
grief
pain
sadness
humilation
Being a girl instead of love I got hatred
instead of playing on swings
I got to be hang over trees
instead of care
I was left
Being a girl I was forced to give my life
Being girl I was only nurtured when world wanted something
in navrataras I was workshipped
all year around I was unknown to the world
Being a girl I was only wanted as
MAA DURGA when they want strength
MAA SANTOSHI
MAA SARASWATI for intelligence
MAA NAINA DEVI
MAA LAXMI for wealth.
Being a girl when I was born 
my first holi was without colours
my first lohri was without popcorn and nuts
my first diwali was without lights
my first new year was nothing
my first christmas was without christmas case
Being a girl I was just a tree without leaves
flowers without butterfly
rose without smell
heart without emotions
People just say that girls are a symbol of Laxmi
but only for few days
God was the only one who gave me everything
he made mother nature
he made mother to show this world right path
but I was just a candle to give light to others
to bring brightness in others life.
BUT at last i feel proud to be a girl
for I am selfless .

Tuesday, 14 March 2017

A Winter Evening

It is a bleak December night
My window is covered with snow
The cold winds are blowing
The city is covered with snow
So is the sky

Nothing can be seen
Only darkness and darkness
The moon is playing hide and seek
so are the grey clouds


I am in my cottage
which is small
Yet so warm
I am sitting near fire place
sipping coffee
Trying to read a book

Nothing can be seen
only darkness
Nothing can be heard
only silence
Nothing can be felt
only cold winds

I am shaken up by the
growling weather outside
I try to see what is happenning outside

I see
only the furious weather
I see
only the anger of the weather

I hear
only the dark grey clouds
colliding with each other
I hear
only the cold winds
bowing in full speed

I question
Is it Gods Anger
or
Is it the cry of
mother nature

With these thoughts
running in my mind
I try to sleep
but I cant

I deprived of sleep
wait for the weather
to be peaceful
to be at ease

Nothing happens
No voices
No whispers heard
No one is seen
Except the dark silent night

Waiting for weather to be calm
I lay down in my small bed
in my small cottage

I see a light shining
not from my fire place but
A light shinning from above
calling me

The weather is trying
to whisper something
to tell something
to say something

The sky is revolting
Revolting against all odds and obstacles


Was the light
calling me
I wonder or
Was it the Lord's
forgiveness
I wonder

I still wonder
I still wonder

Friday, 10 March 2017

Everyday

Everyday is a new day to learn
Everyday is a new day to read
Everyday is a new day to write
Everyday is a new day to understand
Everyday is a new day to revise
Everyday is a new day to travel
Everyday is a new day to explore
Everyday is a new day to visit
Everyday is a new day to plan vacations
Everyday is a new day to trips
Everyday is a new day to thank God
Everyday is a new day to thank parents
Everyday is a new day to thank sister and brothers
Everyday is a new day to thank grandparents
Everyday is a new day to thank friends and relatives
Everyday is a new day to see flowers
Everyday is a new day to see plants
Everyday is a new day to see plants grow into tress
Everyday is a new day to see colorful birds
Everyday is a new day to see butterflies
Everyday is a new day to look up to sun
Everyday is a new day to look up to clouds
Everyday is a new day to look up to moon
Everyday is a new day to look up to stars
Everyday is a new day to look up in the sky
Everyday is a new day to listen
Everyday is a new day to give
Everyday is a new day to advice
Everyday is a new day to suggest
Everyday is a new day to help someone
Everyday is a new day to meet new people
Everyday is a new day to meet yourself
Everyday is a new day to meet challenges of life
Everyday is a new day to meet strength and weaknesses
Everyday is a new day to meet different cultures
Everyday is a new day to talk
Everyday is a new day to love
Everyday is a new day to care
Everyday is a new day to share
Everyday is a new day to sacrifice
Everyday is a new day to encourage 
Everyday is a new day to uplift 
Everyday is a new day to motivate
Everyday is a new day to inspire
Everyday is a new day to excite
Everyday is a new day to share your knowledge
Everyday is a new day to share your pain
Everyday is a new day to share your joys
Everyday is a new day to share your sorrows
Everyday is a new day to share your sufferings
Everyday is a new day to say unspoken words
Everyday is a new day to say unspoken secrets
Everyday is a new day to say unspoken wishes
Everyday is a new day to listen unspoken words
Everyday is a new day to make your dreams come true.
Everyday is a new day to get acquainted with others
Everyday is a new day to get acquainted with pain of others
Everyday is a new day to get acquainted with sufferings of others
Everyday is a new day to get acquainted with hardships of others
Everyday is a new day to get acquainted with LIFE.

Sunday, 5 March 2017

In Search Of A True Friend

Though I have many many friends
On facebook my friend list exceeds 100
On Whatsapp I am always chatting
I have so many friends
in a virtual world

It makes me feel sad
when I come out of virtual world
and try to find my true friend
in the world
in the real world
but i dont find anyone

Though I am always surrounded with people
I have my dear and near ones with me
I have my loved ones with me.
who stand by me
whether triumph or disaster

When it comes to my true friend
my brain stops responding
my heart stops beating
i don't see anyone
I dont get answer to my question
Where Is My Friend
Again my search for a true friend
Remains incomplete

I search for my true friend
day and night
night and day
but dont get any one

I don't get anyone in this rude and cruel world
who can understand me
who can listen to me
who can advise me
who can motivate me
who can encourage me
who can  listen up my untold secrets
who can travel the world with me
who can read me like an open book
who is thr for me always
who does not judge me
who can fight the world for me
who enjoys the time spent

O my true friend
Please come in my life
I am searching you everywhere
I have been searching for you since many many years
I have searched you in every direction
in every way

I don't know where you are
Right now
But please come quickly

Without you my life is dark and gloomy
Without you my life means nothing to me
Without you my life has no way in it
Without you my life is like a bird with no wings
Without you my life is like a tree with no fruits
Without you my life is like a garden with no flowers
Without you my life is like a rainbow with no colours
Without you my life is like a pond with no water in it

O my true friend please come
I dont know where you are
Will be able to meet
Will i be able to share things
which I cant share
with anybody
Niether family Nor my friends

O my true friend
I cant wait for you now
i have waited for you since long
I have been waiting for you to turn up

I have my loved ones
with me
But at times
I feel like running to you
May be I am having so much to share with you
my hopes
my aspirations
my dreams
my goals
which I cant
with my family and friends


I just want you to come
Else take me with you
May be being with you
My search for a true friend will end
May be in my  days
you will be there for me
May be.................

May be we will meet soon
May be in coming days
My search for a true friend will end
With you in front of me
May be...............
Perhaps........
we will
Perhaps.........
we should
Perhaps.........
May be............... 

Friday, 3 March 2017

The Unique Place

In a far distant land
I see you everyday
I don't know who are you
I don't know where do you live
I don't know nothing about you

Yet everytime when I see you
I smile
I feel good

I see you there elated
I see your happiness in your eyes
I see you in a happy mood always

I see your country men having smiles on their faces
I see your people helping each other
I see your people having nothing
Yet everything with them


I see you there
free from worldly tensions
free from everything
free from fear

I see you spending your best days
having everything
having peace of mind

I want to meet you someday
I want to see your beautiful place
I want to explore your heaven on earth
I want to spend a whole day at your place.

An Unforgettable Night

Sitting near her window Waiting for the stars to shine  She was there looking at the night sky Writing her heart out on a piece of ...